This post is probably more for me than anyone I just needed to journal my thoughts about this past week. So Craig & I have just endured the week from H E double hockey sticks, if you know what I mean. If my outside looked like my insides I'd be black and blue from the pain. As we are coming out of it I have some thoughts on life lessons. You know that phrase "Whatever doesn't kill ya just makes you that much stronger" that phrase applies to us. We've had a string of bad luck for a while now mostly dealing with the loss of jobs and most recently our Yukon. I love that car, it's my baby. It's nothing anyone would be envious of but it's perfect for me. I am not a minivan type of girl (I mean no disrespect to all those minivan moms out there.) We'll my darling car left us stranded on the highway this past weekend and cost us a pretty penny to repair. With Craig not working right now every little penny counts. I have just returned from St. Pete to pick it up and I had a two hour drive alone (I don't know how I managed that) to contemplate my life. I cried pretty much the entire drive, it was good, therapy. But it all came down to this - this is a season in our life, a life lesson. God hasn't left us, He hasn't forgotten us, He is not punishing me for some horrible sin in my life, in reality He loves me. I talked to my mom on my drive back and she told me of a season in her life, when I was really young, that was similiar to what I am going through now. I think everyone has a season in life when things are hard. God uses those times to bring stuff out of us, so we can help others. This all sounds so cliche as I write it but I know it to be true in my heart.
I'm not a huge country music fan but a song by Carrie Underwood popped into head on the drive back and I think it sums up what I am trying to say. I added it to my playlist.
So I am ending this post with a list, wow, that's something new and unique. I know I am just a list maker it's how I roll!
This is a list of the things in my life that I am thankful for:
1.
My car - although not completely whole yet (we still have a few things that need repair on it.) It's running!
2.
Our house3.
My husband - My man is faithful and helpful around the house and my he's my best friend!
4.
My healthy, happy children! They mean the world to me.
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My family - My mom & dad, Craig's mom & Dad, Uncle Brant! They are good to us! You are nothing without your family.
6.
My friends - I have a handful of friends, a few people in my life that I count on and share life with and for them I am truly thankful.
7.
God's provisions - We haven't gone hungry yet. We still have a place to sleep at night.
We would really appreciate your prayers! Please pray that a good, steady job would come along for Craig or me.